I was a little hesitant to post this because I alreay know what the answer is...but at the same time I'm wondering if anyone else is going through these same things. This is my second wedding and my FI 3rd. His first marriage was to the mother of his son and only lastest 6 months. She left him & his son and moved to NYC. His 2nd wife passed away....I was married for 12 years and been divorced for 7. (Even attempting to explain this feels complicated!) My 1st wedding was very traditional. I was very young (19). My FI eloped both of the previous times. For our wedding he would like to be married in front of his friends & family and have a somewhat traditional reception. I am pretty much fine with whatever. I have 3 children and they are anxious to be a part of the ceremony & reception so I want to do something they can be a part of. Here is the 'problem'...the whole world seems to have an opinion and their opinion is that this shouldn't be 'big' or 'traditional' because we've both been married before. Now to some extent I don't want to have the whole bells and whistles. I hated the whole 'shove the cake in your face thing'....won't be missing that. I don't want to do all the formal dances (father/daughter -my dad passed away, the money dance, etc.) but on the other side...how are we supposed to throw a wedding and reception without...a cake? a dress? music? Everytime I mention some detail of the wedding I hear "your not doing anything BIG are you?" I know its none of their concern (we are paying for it) but it's majorly hurting my feelings. Everyone time I start to look at dresses I think...ok, are people going to think I'm an idiot if I wear that? I know I shouldn't care...I should wear whatever I want to wear...and not care...but this is giving me serious anxiety....help!!!!!! Also, as we've started to price venues and food the most economical thing that will accomodate our guests (approximately 100) is a sit down dinner @ a local hotel (the package price just could not be beat). So am I supposed to forgo that and do something that people find more appropriate and spend more $? My original thought was to do cocktails and hor dovours but the cost to do that was more expensive....plus my FI really likes the idea of a sit down dinner...if I say...oh we are having a sit down dinner because its actually less expensive THAT sounds tacky. If I don't explain then it sounds like I want this big fancy shin dig (which in all reality I don't really care either way...I just feel stuck in the middle). I am also a very creative person and I have a million (inexpensive) ideas that could really make this unique. It's just about killing me to think I can't incorporate them for fear of being 'too over the top'.....