So ladies... after reading your stories and getting great input and feedback from you on my issue(s) I went and OFFICIALLY changed my name back to my maiden today. I sat at the Social Security Admin for a while but was determined to finally do it. FI had expressed that he wanted it done before the marriage license was obtained and I surprised him with this gift of sorts.
I feel SO free it's incredible. I had no idea how carrying around that name was affecting me until I changed it today.
AMAZING!
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Are on the way! The rest don't matter... FINAL COUNT~!