I love my FMIL, I really do. She's sweet and loving and genuinely cares. But I'm so frustrated with her right now I almost have to leave the room when she calls.
We told her we wanted a really small wedding... She responded by sending us HER guest list that she said had 91 people on it (and she miscounted - it was 113), including the folks from her gourmet dinner club whom my FH doesn't even know. I've tried to be nice, agreeing to get married in the Midwest even though I'm from upstate NY and currently live in Los Angeles (and so do all of our friends). When the guest list tipped at 160 and FH and I tried to talk to her about it, she responded by verbally cutting down the guest list and leaving me with 6 people. She gave herself and my FH 94, and me 6. That's the only time I've snapped at her - so far.
Since she had three boys and no daughters, I know she's felt left out of the other two brother's weddings, but everytime she talks to me, I can see that she's trying to "game" the system this time because I don't have a mother of my own to help me plan. Everything I do, she passively aggressively tells me is wrong and suggests something else. And every last time, her option is cheaper, classless, or just wouldn't work at all.
What do I do? I feel like no one's got my back in this situation and even when I need advice, I feel like I can't go to her for help because she's only thinking about what she'll enjoy the most.