I'll make this short, Our lives have been super hectic lately and lots of planning has been put on the back burner. I found a dress I love online in January and was going to wait until October to go try on dresses. Allow myself more time to lose weight since I had a baby in April. Well within the last 2 weeks they discontinued my dress that I fell in love with. My sis used some connections she had and could only find one sample dress left in the wrong color and size. She contacted the designer and they said if I order before the end of the month the will make one special for me. But now I'm hesitant to buy one without ever being able to try it on. I've looked elsewhere and online for days now and havent found anything I love even half as much. I am going to the dress shop on thursday to figure out my options but i'm worried I will make the wrong decision.
FI and I haven't had time to contact vendors so our to do list keeps getting longer. Our family is so upset that we dont want a church ceremony and FI's grandma told me I am only allowed to have my sister and his sister as bridesmaids. Everyone keeps telling us what kind of cake to order, where to get it from, yada yada. We decided we want to do ice cream sundaes. Apparently we are nothing like our families, which may be a good thing.
I just needed to vent. I feel so much better.