I am in bed, alone, sobbing. I think my relationship might be over. Everything has been going so great lately - I am scheduled to pick up my ring on Saturday, his custom engraved ring is ordered, the church is booked, and we found the perfect reception site. Today, the cost of the reception site came in over budget. we both talked about it, and agreed to go to our parents. we only have 1 week to make a decision on the site. So, I called my parents, who said they would give us $2,500 if his parents gave us $2,500. He talked to his parents, since he is at their house right now, and they balked. They are planning on giving us money after the wedding as a gift, but asking for money is rude and ungrateful. To make matters worse, they don't think I'm good enough - I'm rude, controlling, manipulative, and think I'm too good for the potluck reception that they said we should have instead. Now, FI won't pick up his phone, I can't call the house since his parents are already in bed. Plus, the general feeling I got was that I am not good enough for him.
I am so hurt right now, and sobbing so hard, that I don't know what to do. I love him so much, but if his parents think I'm not good enough for him/them, then I know it won't work out. But he is my everything. I am so hurt.