Today was a horrible day-
I woke up with a head cold, worked 10+ hours after already working 10+ hours about everyday this week, almost past out at work due to my blood sugar levels getting too low and got yelled at multiple times at work for stupid reasons-
reason 1- a child asked if I could be their buddy on the field trip I said yes- I guess, even though we are suppose to be a child care facility and cater to the children that means we can not be buddies with the kids. I understand wanting the children to pair up with them selves, but this poor little girl has been asking to be my buddy all week. So I said yes- sorry for that
Reason 2- I didn't go help a child when they were telling me that so and so was being me- a) this child who told me the information had been teattling on every other kid today, b) she walked past 3 other teachers straight to me, c) that was the point where my levels were low, so I really didn't care- while trying to explain to my boos why I didn't care, I was told it's part of the job (I know that) and I need to make sure I'm on top of my blood sugar. (well, too my boss- you came in hung over, like every Friday- you could have just as easily talked to those kids, you also did not have to deal with them this morning at 6 am, even though you said you would take friday 6 am shifts, and you still haven't.Furthemore, I can't check my levels when I'm the only one who is taking kids o the bathroom, or playing with them, or doing something with them, while you are sittingdown texting about your night out or planning your next night out)
Reason 3- A kid asked to be my buddy, just like reason 1 (the kid asked because another teacher was buddies with a child so I said yes)
Reason 4- I made the kid from reason 3 cry when I said they had to be buddies with another child. The kids asked why so and so can be buddies with a teacher and I said IDK but you can't be my buddy
I'm soo tired rightnow that I just want to crash. I'm sorry this is long and porbably doesn't make much sense, but I just needed to get it all out and off my chest. I love working with kids, but I can't stand the double standards, I can't satnd when I don't have time to check my level, they get low nad I get to the I don't care leave me alone mood that comes from it, and I hate that I have to get yelled at for it.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH horrible Friday
