I was offered a new job today; it's much different than what I do now since I work in an office and my time is pretty flexible. With this job I'll be doing direct care in health care and I haven't done it in years.
I'm so worried that I'm making a big mistake by leaving but I really don't think that this is the place for me to work. Besides dealing with racism from my director, a drastic cut in pay this year and about a kazillion more responsibilities I just don't think I can do it anymore.
The problem is that with this job market, I cannot be guaranteed another job anytime in the near future and if I want out of this place this is my chance. I've worked with this company for MANY years and I know it's time to go. But why am I so terrified to take this first step? It's starting over in a way because the position is entry level. I've worked so hard since then to get where I am now...
I don't know...I think I needed to rant but I can't seem to get excited.