Im freaking MARRIED!! LOLNot only that, now I am totally missing wedding planning. Yes, I miss that time last year when I was stressed, mad, crying and wishing it was all over! I keep myself busy with other things of course, though I got my Modern Bride in the mail the other day, and thought.... damn, I am out of the planning loop! I couldnt even open it! I remember when I used to get a Modern Bride and was half way done reading it by the time I walked home from the mailbox. I had to email vendors and tell thm to take my name off email lists, cause I was done with my wedding. My heart sank.Am I depressed? no. A little bummed out though. I miss being the center of attention and everyone asking me about my details. I miss looking at color schemes and re-reading contracts. All I am really saying ladies, is enjoy the planning process while you can, cause when you are an old married lady, no body cares about ANYTHING you do! lolI do though, secretly want to schedule a cake tasting.... lol