Okay so I've been having nightmares lately... one of three scenarios:
1) Getting into another car accident, except this time (in the nightmare) I'm the one smashing into the back of a ladder pick-up truck and the ladder comes screeching into my head. I usually wake up with a writhing sense of doom.
2) Going too far with my FI ... I'm scared about it, and every time I have this scenario play itself out, I wake up panicked and feeling a strong sense of guilt.
3) Final nightmare: All my bank accounts are zero and I don't have enough gas to get to work, and I have bills in the mailbox...
These impure thoughts have GOT to leave my brain! It's also time that I let God take care of my worries, but for some reason my psyche likes hanging onto them.
I'm going to try some Melatonin pills tomorrow night to see if helps quiet my mind.
I know we ask for prayers a lot on here, but any time you have to remember me in your prayers would be appreciated!!
{Edited to make the post more concise. Sorry for rambling!}
July 16, Our Wedding Day, is also International Juggling Day!