I just needed to get this out and I really don't want to worry or upset my friends or espcially my fiance.
The appartment I live in has become not the best of place to live since I moved in. When I rented this originally back 5 years ago it wasn't a bad place to live. There were some lower income families but I felt safe, the kids ran around like crazy but I did not feel threatened by them. But in the last year the people who have moved in have declined. And it's not the fact that they have low income it's the fact that they are just bad people.
This past winter I lost a set of keys and someone found them and drove my car like 100 miles. And after I bought a club it appeard the person decided to pleasure himself in my car. Someone watched me clean my car out the next day. I had to spend $300 to get my doors re-keyed.
the last few months things started getting better some of the bad people I wasn't seeing around anymore so I thought things were starting to look up.
Today I decided to walk to the gas station down the road, the neighborhood my appartment is in is a really nice middle class neighbor hood. It's really just my building that is bad. So I always feel safe taking that walk. At the gas station I saw a pants on the ground type of guy. I heard something behind me so I looked back and he was walking behind me, which was fine he needed to get where he was going. But then i heard him say something like "Oh we could have some fun together" or something like that.
At that moment my heart started racing and all those feelings I had this winter came back. Since there were people outside there houses I slowed down so the guy could get in front of me instead of him being behind me, but I just prayed for God to keep me save now and for the rest of the time I live here.
I don't want to talk to fiance about it because he doesn't like to see me worried like this. I"m feeling better since I did not see the guy when I got home. I just needed to vent a little at tell someone about it.
I have about a month and a half left in this appartment and then I'm out of here for good, actually I could leave in a little over a month and if I keep having incidents like this I will move without my fiance's help. (He has a fight a week and a half after we close on the house and the weekend after we close he'll be in the zone thinking of the fight.)
I pray that God keeps me safe this last month and half, and that this last month and a half goes quickly.
Had the car incident not happened someone saying those things would have gotten me a bit worked up but not like it does now. It would have been nice if he would have just kept his mouth shut.
Thanks for listening.