I missed yall!!! 
My family has been going through alot so I havent had much time to get on. And as soon as I got on I read encouraging thoughts to remind me that God is in control and Im not! Always the right thing posted at the right time! Thanks everyone!!
Also I managed to get most the invites sent, (yes I know Im VERY behind on that...) ordered my flowers, decide on a cake, and we found out where our cruise (blessing from a couple in FI's church) is going...THE BAHAMAS!!!