I'm not exactly sure what to call what I'm feeling, but here goes...
Before DH met me, he attempted to court a young lady he grew up with. Her parents said no, which hurt him deeply at the time. So she is kind of an "ex" even though they never dated. After meeting and dating me, he no longer has any romantic feelings for her. Her family is very close to DH's family, and they were a large part of our wedding (best man, pastor, etc.), and she is a very sweet girl. I think I would really like her if I knew her better.
Well, she is getting married at the end of this month, and DH has agreed to play the prelude music at her wedding. And I'm suddenly finding myself struggling. I know I have no reason to be jealous or nervous around her, but I feel awkward when we're in the same room together. I'm not thrilled about going to her wedding, but I will go, because it's important to DH. I just don't want to feel so jittery around her - I want to be able to help her celebrate her special day happily, just like she was there to help us celebrate ours. Please pray for my nerves to calm down?
CN: We're attending the wedding of DH's "ex" at the end of the month, and I need prayers to calm my irrational nervousness.
Thanks ladies!