Well today started out well and ended on a bit of a sour note.
To start I finally made my appointment for our cake tasting for next week and I ordered my cake topper.
Then I went to the mall to look at wedding bands. FI already ordered his but I've been sort of slacking on this because I didn't want to spend the money. I think I found one I like so am going back with FI tomorrow to check it out once more and pull the trigger on buying it.
While at the mall I bought two pandora charms for my MOH and BM who hosted my bridal shower and bachelorette parties as a thank you.
And then I was supposed to have my hair trial. Well, I get in there and my hair stylist who has been my stylist for 10 years (and who is also Mom's stylist) told me that my mother called the salon twice to "warn them that I was a b*tch and bridezilla." I have been so laidback during all the wedding planning and I know I've been neither of those things.
I cannot even tell you how mortified I am. My mother is mentally not well and she refuses to get help. During the wedding planning I've had to keep her at arms length to perserve my own wellbeing because she's so hurtful and difficult. I hadn't called her in 2 days and I guess she was mad at me so she did this. I'm so upset. What kind of mom does this stuff to her daughter? It totally dampered my hair trial. I felt ugly and just so so sad. Also after growing my hair out for a year it's actually a little too long so it didn't really come out how it was supposed to. I'm going to get it trimmed next week. Hopefully it'll work out.
FI is so sick of hearing about my Mama drama. He hates seeing me upset. I just need to suck it up and get through the next 17 days so I can enjoy my wedding and then after the wedding, it's going to be time to put up some real serious boundaries with my mom. =/ I can't have all this hurtful negativity in my life.