Hi guys. It's been a few weeks since my last post, but i have been lurking in the background. Watching...

it's been so stressful over here, but i am crossing my fingers it's over. So quick recap:
- I started my student teaching. This semester is going to kick my lily
@$$- I have been trying to chase down my wedding planner who doesn't respond to email.
- The first day of school, i got a call from my father that my little sister was in an accident and didn't make it. Needless to say, after losing my friend in March, I have not been taking it well.
- So back to wedding planner, with four months left, I haven't had the energy to deal with her, so i got "the dragon lady" (my FMIL's nickname at work) on her to straighten her out. She has been looking for a reason to fire her since April.
So now here we are four months til the wedding, still no BM dresses, I have to find shoes and underwear to get my dress altered and have not even started in invitations. I am pretty sure this wedding is cursed. And if there's anything else that happens, i am not sure i will not totally wig out.
On the upside, i have yet to bridezilla on anyone!

And i probably won't. If i can get through this month, i am pretty confident i will be OK.