...but I've been seriously down in the dumps this week. I think it might be the weather in Michigan. It's been cold (I realize it's November, but it was like 50 a week ago) and rainy and just plain icky. As a result, I've been so down in the dumps. Ugh. I think it might be stress too to get these wedding projects done.
One of the things I'm super afraid of is dress alterations. I've put on weight and I know my dress is going to have be let out. I"m just afraid that it'll be complicated and costs me and she won't be able to do it. That and I don't know, I"m extremely senstive about my weight mostly because my sister (who is paper thin stick) has teased me about being "fat" for most of my life. It's never really hit me how hard I took it until this whole wedding thing. So I guess I have the irrational fear about feeling like a fat loser in front of my alterations lady and her saying something. Even though she wont', that's not her job.
Anyways sorry for this rant. I just had to get it off my chest. = )
I'm a listening ear to anyone who wants to rant to me too.
09.27.2007 (the start of a great adventure.) 12.24.2010 (the day he popped the question!) 07.22.11 (the day we added a fur baby: PAWS!) 01.21.2012 (the day we said "I Do.") 07.2012 (the day we decided to start our family!) 11.03.12 (the day we added another furbaby: WEASLEY)
"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day." ~The Notebook