This is hard to say because I'm basically writing to anonymous strangers but I feel like I need to because I'm having such a hard time. I've had a strained relationship with my parents for the last few years. Over Christmas I had a falling out with my siblings when they staged an "intervention" (because they don't like FI). I've barely spoken to one of them since. I found out today that all of my siblings (from across the country) are at my parent's house (2 miles away) for Easter and nobody told me or invited me, not even my mom when I asked her last week what the plan was for Easter.
To make matters worse, I got in a fight with FI last night. Two months away from the wedding and I'm supposed to be thrilled with life but really I feel like everyone has betrayed me.
I'm trying to look inside myself to see what I can change and to figure out what I'm doing to cause so much pain. And I know that this is pitiful compared to all the suffering that Jesus went through for us. I'm hurting so much and I don't know what to do. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated. God bless!