I have this big feeling that's been in the back of my head for awhile now that this big wedding might be a mistake. Not getting married, all I WANT is to get married! But the wedding itself is so overwhelming. All I wanted was simplicity when it came to the wedding, now it's out of control! 150 people?! UGH.
My mom calls me every day to talk wedding details, and to tell me that my grandma won't stop calling her to talk about wedding details. They have pretty much made every decision for me when it comes to planning. Not that I mind, because the whole process is too much for me. But I kind of feel like all the ideas and thoughts that I had about getting married have gotten swept under the rug and forgot about. Even by me.
It's probably too late to back out now. Maybe I'm just freaking out from the stress of planning, recently buying a house, and going to school full time. I don't know. I just want to be married! Thanks for letting me vent...:(