**Confessions Wednesday**

courtneybrooke921

I confess........1. I ate an ice cream sundae last night. I rarely eat ice cream (besides my weight watchers ice cream bars) - it was SO GOOD. It was low fat peanut butter and chocolate chip with a scoop of peanut butter and chocolate syrup (how I used to make them when I was little!) - MMMMM. I'm not weighing myself on Friday. Hell no. 2. I have been knotting and wedding planning FAR more then I have been working (while at work) - bad move, but I just don't care.3. I had promised FI we would go to Hershey Park this weekend but I really want to lay low and sleep. We've been so busy lately and we have SO much coming up over the next few weekends.4. I'm hoping my sister's baby comes over Labor Day weekend. That way I can have optimal time with the little new bee <35. I want uplighting and draping so bad and I may just do it despite the cost. 6. I am not going to put a menu on each seat but rather 2 per table. Alissa saw this at a wedding and said it looked good - this will save me money/time/energy, hahaha.7. I can't wait for the week we'll be in Ft Lauderdale for Thanksgiving to tie up all loose ends for the wedding, take E-Pics, and meet my knotties!!!!8. I have been sick since LAST MONDAY!!! The doctor gave me Cough Medicine and a Z-Pack. I want to take off so bad but I am a big baby and I always feel guilty.WHAT DO YOU CONFESS???

aitirone

1. Im so glad Jordyn finally fell asleep just now, she was up ALL night 2. There are no words to explain what it feels like to know your baby is sick and they cant tell you what hurts. ugh - i hate it. 3. I seriously have been in TEARS this diet is sooo hard. It's not even eating healthy that kills me - its literally that i can ONLY have PLAIN JANE grilled chicken, raw veggies and fruits. It's like every single meal is the same. I know its for the best but its KILLING ME i cant even tell you. Im soooooo hungry and my cravings are through the roof. 4. I cant imagine not being e SAHM now. Going back to work leaving this angel alone? NO WAY. 5. I am being really lazy about wedding planning knowing i have less then 3 months - somebody kick my butt into gear! 6. CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU IN NOVEMBER COURT!!!!!!!!

[Deleted User]

I want to join in this week...:(I confess that even though I NEED to lose weight everytime its meal time I decide on pigging out even though I know I shouldn't. As we speak I'm having a McGriddle and a coke. :\I'm bad.

aitirone

Monica! Coke at 8 am - slap your hand for me!! lol

[Deleted User]

I knowwwww... *slap!* It's an addiction!

courtneybrooke921

Amy - I'm so sad that Jordyn just doesn't feel well - you must be so sleepy I can't wait for you guys to figure out what it is that is hurting her tummy... poor little thing... Monica, no worries - it's hard! once you get started, the dieting will come easier.. hahaah, coke at 8 AM - I love it!

latinachica29

Court: I shred the ice cream indulgence with you last night, but at least you got to enjoy it. That's what life should be! Oh and I hate z-packs, those are not good for my tummy! feel better soon :-)Amy: So sorry babe that you two are going through this tough beginning, but hopefully it's just that and you and Jordyn WILL pull through and get to some more yummier food soon.Monica: I have sugar-free red bulls some mornings!ok I can only confess thatlast night i finished designing the invite, rsvp, and reception card and starting designing another one!! But I stopped myself in time and went to bed.oh yah I've had a wedding nightmare now everyNIGHT! Last night it was that I wanted to get married this weekend and I was crying because I didn't have a hair/makeup person!

latinachica29

oops not "shred" but "shared"

tylerandrem

I am joining in this week!!!I confess....1. I wish all my normal pants would fit as loose as my fat pants fit today!2. I disregard my wedding budget when its something I really want, but then stress out later.3. I am so bored at work right now, but tell people I am very busy so that I can be on the knot more.4. I wish vendors sat in front of their computers ALL DAY to reply to my emails immediately upon me sending them, so I could finish things quicker.Tyler

JillianLL

Court I cant believe you're still feeling yucky...get better soon, especially before the new babykins comes! Amy, I hope you get some rest too! I cant even imagine being on that diet, my heart goes out to you! Its all for the best though hun...hope Jordyn feels better soon too! Monica, a McGriddle yummmm, dont worry about it, you'll be good the rest of the day Ok my confessions: 1. I love traveling but hate the prep before hand...ie getting a hair cut, getting my nails done, packing, making time for the gym... 2. On the other hand, I cannot WAIT to go to Portland next week for my bff's wedding! Its totally one of those Snippet & Ink (thanks for the ref Jaime) weddings and I'm going to take a million pics for you girls. 3. I'm going tanning today (no judging on here, right?) Sorry I didnt have any real good confessions today...I'm sure I'll think of more!

lilbit255

Courtney: Feel better soon! Amy: I hope Jordyn gets better soon as well! I'm joining today! I confess.... !. That I hate the whole moving process and sometimes wonder if it's even worth it, even though I know it is. 2. I have to complete my painting for the faulty art show, however everything else keeps taking precedence even though the painting is due by the 1st of Sept. 3. I'm happy that today is going to be a full day of wedding planning 4. I don't remember the last time I did any real wedding planning 5. I've now lost 5 pounds, but that's only because I've been too busy to eat regularly scheduled meals and I'm afraid I'll put it all back on when things get back to normal.

anovaxo

Court: I'm the same...lately I knot more than work :-/Amy: I hope she feels better!Monica: LOL at your coke at 8amI confess... 1. I am 2 months & a week away & I'm freaking out! I'm excited but more than anything nervous- all my DIY projects are still pending. 2. I wish I can take the next 2 months off to strictly wedding plan & get everything together for the big day.

photonbug

Diet Coke is my coffee.  I hate hot drinks when it is so hot out but I need to wake up so Diet Coke it is.  So bad, I know.   

jennej24

I confess.... 1. I have been so bad on my diet, this morning FI made me breakfast in bed and all I could think about was how bad this is for my diet! I didn't want to say anything cause I know he was just trying to make me happy. 2. I did work out at least yesterday. I am going to at least be better about that if not so much about the diet. 3. I am starting to get stressed about not having a dress yet, it is so hard to find time to go shopping, I feel bad dragging people to shops, but I just don't think I have found THE ONE yet. 4. After hearing my second report of wedding crashers at the Rusty Pelican, I am scared. I wasn't going to hire a DOC, but now I feel like I really should. I feel like it is a little silly though since my wedding is so small. I contacted Karla and she is already booked

RhiannonB

My turn to chime in!Courtney: I'm right there with you with work vs. planning!Amy: You and Jordyn are in my thoughts!I confess...1.  That it is tax season and I still have a million returns to review before September 15, but I just can't get motivated to do it.  All I want to do is knot and google wedding ideas...2.  That I have a feeling my FI is going to give me a really hard time about cutting down the guest list right now we are at 274 (before any cutting) and he wants to add more people!3.  That I gave up working out because even when I did 30 minutes of cardio 3 - 4 days a week and ate healthy, nothing seemed to happen.  I still eat pretty well, but I really need to get back to doing something about a workout!

goldie3474

1) I live in a condo and I usually hate the way other people's cooking smells - totally grosses me out - but today as I was walking down the hall someone was making BACON and I cant stop thinking about bacon now. 2) I have some weird stuff going on and I am afriad to go to the dr again b/c I feel like a paranoid freak (I went last week for something else) but for the past 3 days my ears have been ringing out of control, I have this horrid taste in my mouth and the right side of my body is tingly and partially numb, my right eye feels weird and my neck is KILLING me. I dont know WTF is going on with me but I am freaking out a little bit and WEBMD is the devil. 3) I finalized my last proof yesterday for my invites and I feel so uncomfortable - like I want 500 more people to proofread them to make sure I didnt overlook a glaring spelling error. 4) I have my cake tasting in a few weeks and I am really excited!

goldie3474

Court - congrats on the upcoming birth - so excited for you! Amy, Jordyn will be better soon with this new diet, it will all be worth it. I cant imagine how HARD this is for you - you have been on a hell of a rollercoaster this past month and you do not deserve it but it will get better! I love ya!

YHFoxtrot

Court - Your #2 Confession is me to the max. I have completely given up on working in favor of knotting and wedding planning and that is so not smart!!! I can't wait for you to come down here either so we can finally meet! Amy - I am Soooooo sorry that poor Jordyn is in pain... does she seem to be having ANY relief from you changing your diet? I really hope so! I know eating this way is killing you... sending lots of hugs your way!!! Monica - Your confession sounds like what I should be confessing. It's sooo hard! Joanne - LOL at the designing... want to design something for me?? Tyler - LOL @ Fat  Pants. I was seriously thinking this morning as I put on my fat pants... "I can't wait for the day when I go to put these on and they won't stay up!!!!" Jillian - I'm so jealous of your trip to Portland.That wedding is going to be so amazing! I am not going to judge you for tanning since I plan to go myself next week in preparation for my epics! Alex - Congrats on losing 5lbs!!! Anovaxo - Don't stress... you'll get it all done! Viv - I drink Diet coke in the morning too. I'm drinking one right now! Jen - I say go dress shopping alone one day and see what happens. You never know! Once you find one you love THEN bring everyone to come. Don't stress though, you still have time! I am in shock about the wedding crashers. People really do that? WOW. Rhiannon- I'm feeling the same way as you about giving up on the gym. Why? Because it seems like nothing is happening and It's not worth it. But we shouldn't give up, right??? Alissa - LOL @ Bacon. I get grossed out smelling other peoples cooking too. But the smell of bacon is heavenly! You are worrying me w/ the doctor stuff... you shouldn't still have that ear infection. You need to get treated for that. Ugh. I hate that you aren't feeling well. As for the invites, I'll proof them! Ok off to do my confessions.

goldie3474

monica - I am totally thinking about mcdonalds now LOL LOL!

YHFoxtrot

My Confessions:1. I want to throw my work computer out the window for taking 15 mins to load up each morning2. I crashed a wedding once. Lol. BUT The bride and groom invited me in... and introduced me to everyone! It was very funny... long story but a good one!3. I keep complaining about my weight but I deserve to not be thin b/c yesterday I was having a rough morning and I left my office, went to burger king, ordered fries and then sat in my car and scarfed them down. WHO DOES THAT? How messed up is that? 4. I really don't want to do Epics anymore. I am completely and utterly dreading them.There are more but I'll leave it at this for now...

aitirone

Jaime! I do that LOL. Remember the day i told you i did that? I went to burger king - sat in my car, had a cheeseburger, fries and a strawberry shake. FML right now that im having WATERMELON FOR BREAKFAST

LIL Vero

1. I have been super lazy this month. No wedding planning at all2. As much as I want a beautiful wedding, I am rethinking the total cost of it.3. I'm so excited that my sister is having her first baby. It's a girl and Gia will be here in Jan.2010.4. I stop going to the Gym in July and I don't want to start.5. My second JOB is driving me crazy. 

RhiannonB

Jaime - We are NOT giving up on the gym!  We WILL be fit by our wedding days! Alissa - I feel the same way about other people's food...except when I leave my office at night and can smell the Morton's Steakhouse on the way to my car...

TheJennius

Court: YAY for November! I only wish I could make it to the Knottie G2G.Amy: I can't even imagine what you must be going through with not knowing what's wrong with Jordyn I'll keep praying for that little princess!Remy: LOL, FI made throw my fat pants out, because he said it perpetuated the fat mental state! Gnyah.Jillian: Have fun at the wedding, and I know what you mean about getting ready to travel. You're doing things that normally you would enjoy, but rushing against the clock takes the fun away!Lilbit: Jealousss. 5 pounds is a victory for a bride!Rhiannon: wow 274! Hang in there girl! And about the workout, get your bridal arse back in the gym! Start slow, and then when you pick up pace, you'll see your body change ;)Alissa: Girl, don't make me worry, go to the doctor! It's much better if you just get it over with, instead of dreading it each day! Please feel better :(Jaime: ... I do McD's. I get you, working out like crazy and the scale isn't budging and suddenly you think what the heck, bring it on, fries. But hang in there, your body may be the type that needs to fall into a routine of sorts to start changing! I know mine is -_-Alright confession time!

YHFoxtrot

Claudia - Starting back at the gym is like the worst thing but once you do, you'll feel good. I just started back after almost two years off and it has been a good feeling (despite not seeing the results as quickly as I'd like)

courtneybrooke921

IN response to everyone Joanne - You can help me design stuff if you feel the urge, hahaha!! I keep having wedding nightmares too. UH - the closer we get, the worse they get!! Tyler - I SOOOO wish vendors were all blackberry users so we can have responses back as soon as we write them!!! Jilly - SOOOOO fun about Portland!! I can't wait to see pictures!! Are you in the wedding?? What are her colors?? Alexandria - Good luck with the moving & painting, and hell yes to 5 pounds!!!! Great job!!!!Anovaxo - YEHHHHH 2 months away!!! Let's take off of work. I'm with you. :)Viv - I LIVE FOR DIET COKE! lololJenne - Fi sounds like a gem for bed in breakfast Don't worry about dieting and dress shopping, it will all come together.Rhiannon - My list is 271!!!!!! IT SUCKS!!! I'm seriously hoping that 75-100 people can't make it, that's awful isn't it??? Alissa - EEEEEK! Go to the doc again!! AND don't look at WebMD, it's the worst!!! I'll proofread if you need!!!Jaime - Don't stress about your e-pics...I SWEAR you will love them so much more then you think - don't cancel, I'll kill you!! Just tell her not to blog until you approve, lololCarli - Congrats on the new baby!!! GIA, so cute!! love it!!! I always think about how I want to stop spending money on this wedding too. Like, everyday. lol.

YHFoxtrot

I have another confession (albeit a dumb one)I've been protesting getting my eyebrows waxed this month and I'm starting to look like BERT!!!Even my fiance took notice and said something. Why don't I want to go? Oh and I need a wax down there as well... Someone make an appt and force me to go! lol.

goldie3474

Jaime... I told you I will photoshop out anything you dont like - TAKE THOSE PHOTOS!

TheJennius

1. I lost 1 pound. And it pisses me off. Why? Because I know that I'll be gaining 3 more when I start my period. Why is it so hard for my system to just stay at 117 lbs, at the very least? GNYAH.2. My arse hurts. Oh yeah, I worked that booty yesterday. So every butt related muscle is making me cringe. That's good, right? But I feel like an old lady trying to sit down at my own desk, lol.3. On top of work, and wedding planning I am a mommy. I am pretty much in charge of my brother, who is a 6th grader. All of his friends & classmates know me, but have no idea what my mum really looks like. I'm in every PTA meeting, every school event, every play and I organize group studies with his friends on Friday afternoons (I tutor them all, make them finish all their homework and then they sleepover). They drive me crazy, but I love it. I love the fact that I'm pretty much friends with all the parents & kids and they all know me.4. I didn't know what a "Brazilian" was when I was 19. I learned what it was (I asked FI - such an awkward story lmao) when I was 20. I can't grow hair, plus I'm socially retarded, so I had no idea girls have to wax down there. FI laughed his head off.5. Finally, I HAVE EYEBROWS! Morgan, I love love love you! It's been two weeks since I've been using the eebrow enhancing serum you recommended and I've started growing ickle eyebrows! Granted, they're not Brooke Shields, the're just baby eyebrows, but now I just have to fill in with pencil as opposed to draw them! Thank you thank you thank you!

TheJennius

Jaime, how did we post about eyebrows and Brazilians without knowing the other was going to? LOL.Have you tried plucking them eyebrows? That's what I've been doing!

YHFoxtrot

Jen, yay for the eyebrows growing in. That's awesome. No tattoo makeup for you!! It's funny I was looking at my nana last night who has her eyebrows as tattoos and they are like BLUE b/c they faded so much!As for plucking, yes of course, but I usually get a brow wax at least once a month. And I get a brazillian once a month too... so I'm wayyy over due! lol.