So it's time for me to finish paying vendors and I have to lay down the BIG chunk of the venue that's left over so i write to my the family member who has committed to help us. Turns out hes not as committed as we had thought.... I'm trying very hard not to freak out. We found out we are likely closing on our new house next month and were warned that we will need significantly more money up front than originally expected. So now I need to beg borrow and steal an amazing amount. Talk about regretting everything I've chosen so far for my wedding. We just decided to splurge on a photo booth like Yesterday!! I need to meditate.... or drink... is it 6pm yet?