So as I've mentioned before I'm an RA and I took this job to save money so FI and I can get married next year instead of having to wait. Well today, I was going through rooms cleaning because apparently they weren't up to my hall directors standards. And I will mention now I did not get nearly enough training to handle a checkout on my own. Nowhere on the sheet did it say to check behind the freaking couch. So I moved a couch to clean and I found a bottle of alcohol. This was my favorite residents room and we have a no alcohol policy. Well I did the right thing and took it directly to my hall director and her boss. I told them I needed to resign because clearly I wasn't doing my job right. My hall director was livid. She fired me on the spot. But her boss was right there and decided that because I was honest and didn't try to hide my mistake I should be reinstated. But now my hall director (who was my friend first) is being super hard on me. Like I slipped in front of a resident and said a curse word and she called me out in front of the resident. I know I screwed up but I'm already hard on myself... does she really have to add to it?
Does anyone have advice on how to cope? Part of me wants to say screw this and just call my FI and elope. I mean I really don't want to have to work with her knowing that she would rather not have me. The only reason I have a job right now is because her boss decided that I got points for honesty.
