I'm freaking out and i know I shouldn't be! I'm a person that plans ahead of time. I hate having last minute things to do and while the wedding is still 8 months away my mother is convinced "we can start talking about it later" but there is no later! I'm trying to graduate, buy a house, start my career and plan a wedding all at once. I can't do anything with graduating till late August (school dates) and I can't buy a house till we get our loan approved so until then I'm just waiting. this is the perfect time to be planning but noooooo! i have this eerie feeling that she's trying to hold off as long as possible so i'll just give up. She would do something like that too! I'm still planning without her but she's freaking crazy and if I don't include her she'll get rude. agh!!!! I know i'm prematurly stressing out but I can just see it the day before the wedding and we're like "oh ****. forgot bouquets" lol it would happen to me.
THanks for letting me rant!