Okay, please explain to me that after I've told you numerous times that I HATE surprises you feel the need to throw me a bloody surprise shower.
I truly love my family & friends for doing this for me & for sharing in my wedding but for the love of God what don't you understand about me hating surprises. I hyperventilate & shake. I truly don't like being the center of attention unless I'm prepared for it.
So why today did I break down & cry like a baby when you surprised me with my shower. Was it that hard not to let me know that this was happening. Was it that hard for you not to give me heads up - what if i wasn't dressed for it, what if I wasn't in the mood for being at a party.
Frankly, did you even think of me in this whole thing.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the event once I stopped crying & shaking like a freak. I ended up going to the bathroom for 10 mins to calm down.
Oh, I'm still not talking to my fiance, especially since he's known how I feel about surprises & didn't even feel the need to fill me in.
Yes, I'm still pissed.