As y'all know I've had a seamstress on the mainland make my & my BMs dresses. And you know I wasn't totally thrilled with the outcome of mine, but I thought it would pass and I tweaked some things to love it. Well today I went shopping for my wedding day lingerie and took my dress with me. When I started trying on stuff the first thing I hear out of my fitter's mouth is "OMG, there's something wrong with your dress!". So FMIL looks, and there is a big run across my butt and a hole by the zipper!!! I don't know how that happened, since I haven't pulled out my dress since I got it, and I've been really gentle. Then my fitter (she used to work at a bridal shop) started pointing out all these other things that were wrong with my dress. Oy! Not only is my dress falling apart, but the BMs dresses were all wrong! One was waaaaaaaay too big, the other waaaaaaay too small. I am so over this whole dress thing already.But, lucky for us I found a seamstress here to help us, but I'm kinda freaking out since we only have 6 weeks. And since I wasn't going to wear the jacket, I think I might see if the new seamstress can use the lace for the top of my dress. I'm pretty much going to change this whole dress now. And I'm feeling super bad because my mom has had to work with the seamstress and let her know that the dresses have not worked out. I know it's not the easiest thing to do since no one wants to give negative feedback to someone. Especially on dresses for a wedding!The craziest part is, even though I'm frustrated I'm not totally in panic mode. I'm just kinda tired about the whole thing. I want this to end. I kinda knew something was wrong when I wasn't totally feeling my dress when I tried it on. Oh well. I just hope everything works out and all the girls look fantastic. Including myself. :)On a good note, I finally tracked down some big numbers, found some orange rhinestones, and had my first appointment with my DOC. And tomorrow is my H/M trial! Hooray!Thank you for letting me vent.