I am overwhelmed. Overall, things are going well (invites finished and mostly sent, bridesmaid dresses arrived looking fantabulous, and I had my first fitting with Louise yesterday and it went smashingly...) but I still feel like I'm behind and it's freaking me out.
I think the thing that's making it worse is how many huge NWR things are happening right now too. About 3 weeks ago, FI and I moved into a new apartment. 2 weeks ago, I was offered a new job. Then, last weekend, at a cabin party... I severely sprained my ankle (and the dr couldn't totally tell from the x-ray, but he thinks I have a small hairline fratcture in my malleoulus--- the little bony part of the ankle).
So now, I'm hobbling around trying to settle in to a new apartment and clean up my messes at work before leaving my current job... and I'm just running out of the mental and emotional stamina to plan my wedding. Has anyone else gone through this?
The only vendor I have left to officially book is the DJ. I've been in contact with Neon Express multiple times, but still haven't finalized everything. Other than that, I just need to reconnect with a lot of my vendors and tamp down the details... and do all of my DIY decorative projects... but still... it just seems like a lot. I am freaking out.