So I have to vent to people that may be feeling what I do. I had a little blow up last night with FI. I'm getting overwhelmed with everything left to do. So FI gives me a bad time about being on the computer last night, which made me mad since I was doing wedding stuff. It all just hit me and of course started crying & went to bed. I am feeling like this is not my ideal 'wedding' situation. I don't know that I will even have a bridal shower, it seems like if I am wanting one I'll have to plan it. My sister(MOH) and my mom have really dropped the ball on this, then I realised yesterday that if I do have one my grandma, that I am really close with will not be here for it. I have no idea about a bachelorette party. Doesn't every girl dream about having a nice bridal shower & bachelorette party?! I have so much to do and have not had any help, then I'm getting asked to do things for other people & FI wants to start looking for a house to buy. I only have a month & half left! I feel like I might scream!!
Sorry so long but I feel a little better letting it all out,