That's what my day feels like. Like I've been pushed off a diving board, into poo. A pool of poo. Former very close friend and coworker and I have drifted apart. She asked for honest advice regarding a relationship about a year ago, I gave it - and she never forgave me. I'm not one to force friendships... and it's gotten to the point that it's super awkward. I feel like I've really extended my hand - but I can only do that so long before I am tired of being the only one. My circle of friends is her circle of friends, and I accidently found out this morning that she had a big bash last weekend and of course, I was the only one not invited. It's her party - and she can invite whomever she wants... it's just kind of a kick in the gut. The only thing that makes me mad is that our friends are dealing with the consequences. I just sent her an email. I don't know what it will accomplish. I'm just hoping we can be adults and civil. I don't know why that is so hard. Bah, this sucks. I need a brownie. No, wait, that's brown and reminds me of poo.