I hadn't been feeling like a bride-to-be. I almost felt like we were just playing with the idea of getting married. But when FI text me today that he had booked the flight and hotel it hit me. Holy crap, we're really getting married!The plan was also for me to reserve the chapel today. I called the FI three times to make sure it was okay to book it. As I was filling out the paper work and faxing it to the hotel I started shaking. There's no turning back now. The deposit's non-refundable. Anyone else have a freak out when they booked their venue?