Good morning ladies, it's confession Thursday.
I confess I have been feeling really guilty lately. We found out about a month ago that my Grandmother is terminally ill, and it's been really hard on my family. I have 3 siblings my brother lives on the other side of the country, I have one other adult sister and the baby is 6 so it's basically my Mom, my sister and I. We all agreed that we didn't want to put her in a nursing home so we worked out a schedule we were take turns spending the night with her. Every time I am there I start think about how much stuff I have to do for this wedding, all the things I could be doing right then, and how little time I already have to get everything done. Then I feel so guilty for even thinking about this wedding I mean this is my Nanna! She is like my mother, and all I can think about is what else I've got going on. I feel like I am being pulled in so many directions, and I am exhausted physically and emotionally I just want to crawl up in a ball and shut out my whole reality for at least a week.
