I really don't want to talk or type about it but I'm in the process of miscarrying the baby. I wanted to put it out there because most of you would have figured it out by my lack of ticker. I'm semi-emotionally-stable right now because the physical pain of the m/c is distracting me and I'd rather tell you all while I'm at home then have it come up when I'm at work tomorrow.Long story short, everything stopped growing at 5.5 weeks. I should have been at 9.5 weeks. I knew something was wrong, I can't explain it but I knew. When I went in for the sonogram (that my doctor only ordered because I was insistent that something was wrong) yesterday I was fully expecting the worst. I had been spotting but had no other outward symptoms of problems. It fuucking sucks. It's really the only way to describe it.
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