As many of you know I have posted before about my mom hijacking my shower from MOH and making it a surprise against my will. I am pretty sure my shower is tomorrow and I am freaking out! I am so nervous, I have no idea who is invited and I am generally a shy person by nature. Being the center of attention is one thing (even that freaks me out). But walking into a room full of people staring at me makes me want to throw up. Even if these people are my closest friends and family...I think. I am socially awkward and I don't know how I am supposed to act once I get there... I know it sounds silly. I guess I just don't want to do the wrong thing and offend people or come of rude because I am shy.
I am hoping that FI will be with me when I am "surprised" he always makes me feel calmer
