I need to vent somewhere and if I were to actually say this out loud I would feel guilty.
I am at my wedding limit. I have been trying to get married since 2009. This is my 6th yes 6th attempt. I have now fully planned 5 weddings. Well working on the 5th one. This is the 4th one in this year alone. First we were suppose to be wed on New Years Eve. 7 months to the day and after everything was planned ALL of the vendors pulled out. That was fine after all it was only my second time planning at this point. So We prceeded to plan a wedding in Jamacia. All was done for that wedding Save the dates out then our travel agent called to tell us she had booked us in for the week after the wedding was planned for. AND the resort couldn't fit us in the next week and there were no rooms available for the week I had planned. So after embarrasement 3, I went on to plan my Dominican Wedding. A week ago MIL got sick and I had to cancel.
I knew what I had to do. It is her right to be able to see her child get married especially given her situation. I am just devistated that this has happened again.
I am tired of looking at invitations. I'm at the point that I Hate anything I see. I just finished making 110 home reception invites adorned with starfishes that are useless. My wedding is in Northern Canada, a beach theme is laughable. Especially in my area. A caribou or a mosquito might work better.
I want to be excited about this wedding but I am just at my cap now. Ugh....