So come to find out today the week of my wedding will probably be the busiest/most stressful week since i've started working there. Basically, I'm going to have to work the weekend before, will most likely have to work through lunch and stay late the days I'm still there, and the days I'm gone (my boss gave me the 2 days before off since I'm getting married out of state and then the week after for my honeymoon) I am going to have to find someone to cover for me, which, until today, I wasn't going to have to do, and is going to be difficult since there is going to be so much that person is going to have to do. I went to talk to one of the women I work with about it and almost started crying. She went with me to talk to my boss about how to go about getting a cover for that week and, again, almost started crying.
I work in a male dominated job, so crying in front of my male boss would be super embarassing. He just kept saying "it will be fine, it will be fine." However, I know he won't understand if I ask to have time that weekend to take my hair appointment because, lets face it, he is a man. There have been days before we were supposed to have off and I planned on doing wedding stuff, we then had to work last minute, I told him I had that wedding stuff, and he would give me a look like "so?". I went home, cried to my FI, and then called my mom and cried to her.
It is really freaking me out. That week already feels like it is going to be stressful, and just thinking about all this other things is stressing me out even more.
