my mom will not be coming to the wedding. I have been a wreck for the past hour, and I don't even know why because I knew in my head that she probably wasn't going to come. Doesn't make my heart feel any better though.

There is a lot of history that I won't go into here so I'll just say that, our relationship has changed a lot in the last several years. Although I know her decline is probably a blessing, it still hurt so much today to find out that my mom won't be here to see me marry the perfect man for me. Well, time to dry my eyes and move forward from here. Thanks for letting me share...