So I feel like I've gotten a bit engagement/marriage/wedding obsessed. BF has saved up for my ring, and we're going to go pick it out together sometime in the next few weeks, which is great, but I'm starting to scare myself a bit with how often I'm thinking/talking about it. It comes up all the time
, and most of the time it's him bringing it up, not me, but I jump right on board and drag one statement he makes into a twenty minute discussion about it without even realizing it. It's usually just a conversation between the two of us, but sometimes close family will bring it up (usually his step-mom or sisters) and I can get a tiny bit carried away then too.
We've been through a lot together, we're really in love, and our family and friends are going to be so excited for us, so there's not one stressful thing about this pending engagement, and I'm just really excited to take the next step. Not to mention, before the economy went to sh!t I entertained the idea of being an event planner and I'm really pumped to get plan a wedding--I know that part sounds a little childish but I can be excited about the marriage and the wedding, right?!
I did apologize to BF last night, told him I'm just really excited, etc. He was fine with it and shrugged it off like it was nothing, but I still feel completely crazy. Am I over-thinking it, or am I really being a nutcase? Assuming that I'm a nutcase, please help talk me down before I get any worse!