I know I'm not the only woman out there who has lost their mother before engagement or wedding day. I was 11 when she passed away so she was never there for my teenage years and when little milestones in my life come up - like engagement.
My wedding will not be until 2015 so I have some time to plan but every time I look into "where to start" there's always things its suggested that the mother of the bride does. I don't really have a close female figure in my life either. My birthson's adoptive mom offered her help but being only 2+ years into the adoption I don't know how close I can get.
My "mother-in-law" will be helpful I'm sure but she just got done with her daughters wedding that I don't know if she's ready to start any planning two years in advance.
I'm just at a loss and could use some direction advice or just knowing I'm not alone.