Hello Knoties,
I am looking for some insight into whether or not I am being a bridezilla. A few months ago my then BF of 2 years (now FI) was invited to the wedding of one of his college friends, who i've met/interacted with a number of times. My bf was not given a plus one for me. I understand that weddings can be expensive so I would not have been offended if they decided to only give plus ones to married/engaged couples. However, there were other individuals who were in dating relationships that were given plus ones. The rationale that my FI was that they only invited guests that had live in significant others. I found this really offensive and was hurt by this because I think the result of designating a specific type of dating relationship as worthy of a plus one passes judgment on other people's relationship in a way that is inappropriate.
A few months after that happened, my FI and I got engaged. In talking about the guest list, my family, who is contributing the bulk of the $ for the wedding, asked that they not be invited (they felt that the plus one issue was racist because I am AA and by FI is white, and the other couples who were given plus ones were all both white). My FI thought that not inviting them would really cause him to lose out on a close friendship, so I added them both to the list. Now the problem we have is that I would like to have a 7 person bridal party and my FI does not want me to do this because he thinks that if he has to have 7 groomsmen it will become clear to everyone that he is excluding this guy. BTW this guy did not have any groomsmen or a best man at his wedding, so my FI was not one of his. I want to be a good partner but I do feel strongly about the wedding party issue as I want to include 3 family members (2 sisters and a cousin) and recognize the 4 friends that I felt really helped me through my father's death last year. It also seems somewhat mind-boggling to me that someone can not invite me as a plus one to their wedding despite the fact that they both know me and I've been with their friend for 2 years and not only do I have to invite both of them to my wedding but I also have to have a 5 person bridal party to protect their feelings as well....
Help!