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KatyRoseM
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life choice stress
So Fi and I are graduating this spring and then getting married. He has been offered a job that would mean he would have to go to Afghanistan for 2 years. This isn't a job he wants, and its not doing what he wants to do. However he as some debt from school (I don't) and he seems to think that he is responsible for paying it back alone. He will accept my help, but feels bad about it. He talks about his debt, but I think of it as our debt, I took it on when I agreed to marry him.
So he has to tell them if he is taking this job in a month. We have other job applications out, however those are not likely to let us know that quickly.
Anyway, the whole prospect is making me freak out. I don't want him to go and don't think he has to, though at the moment it is the most financially secure option. He doesn't want to go but thinks he might have to. I feel horrible and sad all the time. I know its not as bad as some people have it, but 2 years is a long time. Further it would mean giving up on his dreams, because this would put him on a track other than the one he wants.
I don't know what advice I'm looking for, maybe how to deal with this? How to deal with the potential separation? How to make him see its not his debt alone? Or just a way for me to calm down and not be so upset?
Thanks for listening, I know I don't know you all very well and I appreciate the sounding board.
So he has to tell them if he is taking this job in a month. We have other job applications out, however those are not likely to let us know that quickly.
Anyway, the whole prospect is making me freak out. I don't want him to go and don't think he has to, though at the moment it is the most financially secure option. He doesn't want to go but thinks he might have to. I feel horrible and sad all the time. I know its not as bad as some people have it, but 2 years is a long time. Further it would mean giving up on his dreams, because this would put him on a track other than the one he wants.
I don't know what advice I'm looking for, maybe how to deal with this? How to deal with the potential separation? How to make him see its not his debt alone? Or just a way for me to calm down and not be so upset?
Thanks for listening, I know I don't know you all very well and I appreciate the sounding board.
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Re: life choice stress
I guess I can't give you my thoughts without asking a question that you probably don't feel comfortable answering, because for me, it depends on how much debt there is. If it's enough that it's going to be a fight to pay it off, then it might be worth him taking the job to get it paid down faster. I know 2 years seems like a really long time, but 10 years from now, it would be worth it.
On the other hand, if the debt is manageable and between the two of you you could pay it off each month without skipping a beat, then I would tell him not to take the job.
I totally get why you're stressed. I would be too, but try to think of your life 5 years from now, or 10, or 25, and those 2 years start seeming less and less significant.
While the money is definitely something to consider, would you be able to pay off the debt without taking the job? You do have a few months before you have to pay it off once you graduate usually.
I did an LDR for a little over two years, but I think starting an LDR (especially if you've never done one before) right after marriage is a bit scary. Plus, it kinda sucks. My parents (and my BF's parents) both had LD marriages (the hubs would return on weekends, in both cases) and while they managed to raise some amazing kids - BF and I agreed, before we started dating, that we will not do a LD marriage.
That being said, LD marriages can work. My parents' did. So did BF's parents'. 25+ years for both of them (10+ years on the LD for both of them)
In my opinion, his debt is not worth this kind of choice. If you can, try to convince him that this isn't his only choice. Student loans are manageable, and there are ways to handle it. If he absolutely cannot get a job that will cover his payments and cost of living, perhaps he can consider going back to school right away? Yes, that would take on more debt, but it's considered "good debt" in the scheme of things, and it can prepare him for a higher paying job in the field of his choosing.
I know with the military, and I'm pretty sure in the government, there is a fairly new law (2009) that says your student loan monthly payment is capped at 15% of your income - so he could look at government jobs, or even enlisting in the Army. The Army may even pay off his student loans all together after 2-3 years, and while it's possible he'd deploy during that time, it's becoming less and less likely. And honestly, the worst he'd be going to is Afghanistan, which is where he already plans to go!
If he chooses to take this job, let me tell you that right now (the waiting period, and the uncertainty) is the worst of it. You'll miss him while he's gone, and the first few weeks after he leaves will be probably pretty sad, but you just get a routine and keep moving. Head over to the Military Brides board as lots of them deal with their loved ones in Afghanistan for long periods of time - especially on the "how to cope" questions, they'd be great resources for you. I haven't been through a deployment yet, so I don't know much, but I do know that you'll be okay!
Thanks everyone. No I wouldn't be going, I wouldn't be allowed. It would be a contracting job. We did talk about the military, he was in the Army before and we talked about going back. It would involve surgery to correct some injuries he got before and would also be a longer commitment.
The main problem seems to be that we don't know yet what our other job options are. If we don't get other jobs (which I think is unlikely given the job interviews we are getting, but it is a bad economy) then paying everything will be a problem, if we do get other jobs, it won't be as much money but we will be able to pay the debt and live just fine.
I suppose we just have to talk it out. I just need to point out all the reasons he should not go. Thanks for listening, and any further advice would be appreciated.
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It's not like you are $100k in debt from your shopping problem and are on the verge of declaring bankruptcy without this job. Also, there are always lesser jobs that can suffice for the time being until you find something more ideal.