My good friend who moved to Seattle last October came to visit. While I know she has other people to see, she only stayed with me 1 of the 6 nights, and this other girl for 3 nights, and another mutual friend for 2 nights. I offered our house up and making plans with her when I'm not at work most days/evenings. I cleared my plans for all 6 days, aside from work. I have tried to be diplomatic and non emotional about it, but between you all, I feel like I was her "second choice" for plans. I feel gipped. Makes me sad. I really miss having a best friend and at one point she was my best friend.
To add to this, DH and I have been bickering about chores and it didn't help that I haven't gotten as much done as I'd promised because I was busying myself with the minimal plans that I had with my friend. In the long run I'll always have DH, but I feel like I kind of wasted emotion and time with her when I should have been honoring my promises (about stupid chores) to my DH.
I'm 3 days pre menstrual cycle. All I wanna do is eat chocolate peanut butter M&Ms and cry.