I am 42 will be 43 in June and have two girls 17 and 19 years old. I am engaged but waiting on my divorce. This will be third marriage to a wonderful man. The first husband abusive the other controlling. Never had a real wedding and I've been wondering if I'm to old to have a big wedding and been married to many times. I just need a few opinions.... Plus I don't know where to begin on the planning..