Tensions are high around my house. Wedding is Saturday and everyone is at their limit! My mom has been nothing but a complete lately. Today she stopped by while we dad i were working on the house. Saying how she just went and spent 100 on flowers. When I told her a few days ago some friends would let us borrow their flowers. Then she starts pitching a fit "if you didn't want a wedding why are there 150 people coming." Well because YOU had to invite everyone and their brother!
This isn't the wedding that I wanted! This is YOUR wedding! I wanted to have a nice simple beach wedding that would have cost about 800! You're the one that pushed this church wedding on me!!! So don't even go there! I told her DO NOT spend ANYMORE money! Yet everyday she brings something else home and it's my fault.
So we had a few words and now she's pissed at me. Oh well. I don't care anymore this is not the wedding I wanted. Therefore I'm just ready to get it over and get on with my life! Only a few more days. Please lord help me get thru!
