Maybe I was just hoping for more, but this engagement thing hasn't been very exciting for me. We had a secret engagement for over a year and a half before we told anyone, and when we finally told everyone, there was very little excitement. FH doesn't want to help plan (he wants me to have what I want, but what I want is to do it with him) and my parents seem apathetic.
I assume that by the time the wedding comes everything will be better but for now it just feels like no one really cares.