And not lose it before my wedding day. Yall are not going to believe this. Okay I flew home to be there for my friends and attend the funeral services for the mom and brother. So I got through that. Actually my friends mom's funeral had to be moved to Tuesday. But anyway...Saturday my cousin was getting married and my whole family was going. I ended up starting my period early and was sick and didn't end up going to the wedding. I was looking forward to seeing my cousins, especially my cousin Troy who is crazy and a lot of fun. My parents came home and was telling me about how much fun they had and how crazy things were. Flash forward to today. My parents are aunt are taking me back to the airport today and find out (my uncle called my aunt that was with us) that my cousin Troy, the one I wanted to see had just killed his girlfriend and then himself. So my mother starts yelling oh my god, oh my god, and I'm just in shock. Initially my mother thought it was my other cousin, because I have two cousins name Troy and one of them has a bad drug problem. But it ended up being the other cousin. It's been on the news and we don't know exactly what happened yet, but I do know one of the neighbors heard them arguing and some of my family went over to the house and it was a mess over there. Like someone had really been fighting. He just started dating this young lady, and he brought her to another family event just two weeks ago. I just wish 2009 will be over already!