I have been with my boyfriend for almost three years. When we initially got together, he knew I had baggage (2 kids and a not so nice soon to be ex husband). Fast forward and we are here. We are planning many, many things...trip to Jamaica, a house, a couple of cars and another child. I am still legally married but haven't been with my "husband" for over 3 1/2 years. Problem...I am not too happy about planning all of these life changing things and have yet to plan an actual wedding. He knows that i'm working on my divorce, I will be divorced in about 6 months. He used to tell me that he couldn't ask me to marry him because I was already married. That makes sense, but recently we were discussing wedding guests, locations and colors. I am confused, and frankly tired of waiting. I know this entry is all over the place, i apologize. Can someone please give me heads up as to what in the heck am I suppose to expect from him. Also, we have been living together for doggone ever and I'm almost over that too.