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  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    I confess that I fail as an adult and am having some pretty serious financial issues right now.

    This leads into me being terrified that BF will find out that I fail as an adult and go running for the hills.

    I confess that if I don't get a new job soon, I will probably have a huge mental breakdown. I can't do this anymore. I was on the verge of an all-out meltdown pretty much all night on Monday, and I just laid there and thought and thought and thought, while BF snored away peacefully.

    I confess that, despite all of the job & financial troubles, I am happier than I have ever been. And I can't imagine what life will be like once I get those things figured out.



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  • I agree with everyone else and I think it's normal to feel insecure from time to time. Not a lot of people know this but, my BF was married once before. I often compare myself to his ex and I know I shouldn't because they are divorced for a reason but, the fact that she initiated everything makes me think sometimes he'll want to get back with her since he tried to make things work.

    I think you are an awesome person rdr. Laughing
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    In Response to Re: Confessions : WHY? I fucklng love Kesha.
    Posted by rdr716

    It is because I don't like Kesha, I cringe when I hear her on the radio.  Secret shame.....
  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I confess that I fail as an adult and am having some pretty serious financial issues right now. This leads into me being terrified that BF will find out that I fail as an adult and go running for the hills. I confess that if I don't get a new job soon, I will probably have a huge mental breakdown. I can't do this anymore. I was on the verge of an all-out meltdown pretty much all night on Monday, and I just laid there and thought and thought and thought, while BF snored away peacefully. I confess that, despite all of the job & financial troubles, I am happier than I have ever been. And I can't imagine what life will be like once I get those things figured out.
    Posted by BriSox81
    Bri don't feel like you fail as an adult.  You aren't the only one, the economic times are just at an all out low.  You have a BF that loves you and friends that will bring out their inner red eyed unicorn to defend you.  Take the happy you have inside right now and focus on that.  I know the stress of finding a new job is rough but you will and I know it find a new job! 
  • thejucheideathejucheidea East Nashville, Tennessee
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : WHY? I fucklng love Kesha.
    Posted by rdr716
    She went to my sister's high school, ugh.

  • Bri- I almost feel like it's a rite of passage as an adult to go through some money woes. I agree with Lyn times right now economically are crappy.  I know things will get better. Your BF loves you and cares about for reasons that have nothing to do with money. <3 you.

    I confess meal planning is so hard, especially now that I cook meat for BF and we both have very different types of diets. I sometimes have to cook two separate meals....

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  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : It is because I don't like Kesha, I cringe when I hear her on the radio.  Secret shame.....
    Posted by motoLyn
    I confess that I kinda love that song. . . hangs head in shame. I am truly much more of a rock and roll or country music type, but sometimes those beats get to me. 


  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : Exactly. I knew that the people in my family that I needed to have there would be there but I couldn't be sure about anyone in FI's family except maybe his dad.  You're probably right. And because we've been engaged for so long. We booked the big things early on so I'm probably just second-guessing myself and getting stressed about dishing out so much $$
    Posted by rdr716
    I think no matter how far out you've planned it would be hard to hand over your hard earned money to someone.   I feel for you.   I'm only a few weeks in and the checks I've written are already driving me bonkers.  I'm used to my savings account going up and not down.  It freaks me out a little.

    They made wine for a reason:)  And all of this will be worth it in the end when you're the Mrs. to your FI.
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  • I'm not a jesha fan at all. Her and Nicki Minaj just need to disapear from the music world.

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  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    Diriving into work I knew this thread would be here waiting for me so I have this.... I confess I know the lyrics to Keh$ha's "Die Young" and I am so ashamed.  I confess that I no longer feel motivated to go to bar class and never want to look in a mirror again. I confess that I feel the need to dye my hair an outrageous color. 
    Posted by motoLyn
    I am right there with you.  FSIL owns a studio and yet I haven't set foot in a class since Nov.  You'd think spending the holidays with her tininess would motivate me.  It didn't. 
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  • SwazzleSwazzle New Jersey
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    I can't be the only one here that loves Kesha?!?!



  • thejucheideathejucheidea East Nashville, Tennessee
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I can't be the only one here that loves Kesha?!?!
    Posted by rdr716
    I just can't imagine brushing my teeth with a bottle of Jack :x.

  • tuarceathatuarceatha
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    edited January 2013
    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I can't be the only one here that loves Kesha?!?!
    Posted by rdr716
    You know, you are not alone on something like this when I exist!
  • I like your beard.

    HELLO!
  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I can't be the only one here that loves Kesha?!?!
    Posted by rdr716
    I HATE her, as in Ke$ha the person. Like, I feel like if you got to close to her, she smells like hot garbage.

    With that being said, I effing LOVE "Blow"

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFWX0hWCbng

    And, while watching that video, I simultaneously want to punch her in the throat, and make out with Dawson. Especially when he calls her "Keh-dollar sign-HA."



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  • SwazzleSwazzle New Jersey
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    YAY JEN! 

    Her concert was one of my favorites EVER. She was wasted... and so was I. Shocking.



  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    I confess that if I was RDR's fiance I would be second guessing myself simply because of her undying love for Ke-dollar sign-ha.



    JUST KIDDING SISSER!!! I love you!! :)



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  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    YAY JEN!  Her concert was one of my favorites EVER. She was wasted... and so was I. Shocking.
    Posted by rdr716
    lol.

    Bri- It is always about the music. Another example: I'm a huge Britney Spears fan.
  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : lol. Bri- It is always about the music. Another example: I'm a huge Britney Spears fan.
    Posted by jenjenniferf
    I effing LOVE Britney. No judgement there.

    Rach - here's what I told you about before. Don't be Janelle.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5rFtSBI3RM




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  • tuarceathatuarceatha
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    edited January 2013
    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : I effing LOVE Britney. No judgement there. Rach - here's what I told you about before. Don't be Janelle. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5rFtSBI3RM
    Posted by BriSox81
    Best friends.

    ETA:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYkjLUMx19I
  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : Best friends. ETA: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYkjLUMx19I
    Posted by jenjenniferf
    Rip it up, now you got a crapload of squares. Look at all these squares.



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  • GoldenPenguinGoldenPenguin Upstate NY
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    #derailedthread

    Sorry, guys.



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  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I can't be the only one here that loves Kesha?!?!
    Posted by rdr716
    I confess that I have Kesha and Justin Bieber songs on my iPod.
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  • I also confess that since I've hit my goal weight, I'm really unhappy with how much smaller my boobs are. I've considered a boob job, but fear I'd regret it.
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  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : Rip it up, now you got a crapload of squares. Look at all these squares.
    Posted by BriSox81
    Hearing that accent makes me want to fly to Boston righthissecond.
  • SwazzleSwazzle New Jersey
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    I confess that if I was RDR's fiance I would be second guessing myself simply because of her undying love for Ke-dollar sign-ha. JUST KIDDING SISSER!!! I love you!! :)
    Posted by BriSox81
    Actually, my friend, FI *loves* Kesha as well. He knows all the words to all of her songs (probably more than I know) and is who I went to the concert with -- UNFORCED!



  • SwazzleSwazzle New Jersey
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    In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : lol. Bri- It is always about the music. Another example: I'm a huge Britney Spears fan.
    Posted by jenjenniferf
    I am obsessed with Britney. OBSESSED. 

    We're like musical soulmates, Jen.



  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : I am obsessed with Britney. OBSESSED.  We're like musical soulmates, Jen.
    Posted by rdr716
    <3
     
  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : I just can't imagine brushing my teeth with a bottle of Jack :x.
    Posted by ahstillwell

    Every morning, dude.  It's the only thing that motivates me to get out of bed.
  • In Response to Re: Confessions:
    In Response to Re: Confessions : I confess that I kinda love that song. . . hangs head in shame. I am truly much more of a rock and roll or country music type, but sometimes those beats get to me. 
    Posted by cschiano
    I like it, too.

    Also, I miss you.
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