So, I've realized lately that my relationship has been nothing short of lackluster and that FI and I hardly interact in positive ways. I honestly don't know if it's a lot to do on my part since I'm always working or at school...and when I get home I'm honestly really crabby and can get really snappy too.
Maybe it's just aunt flo talking here, but I honestly wanted to cry today when FI told me that he just no longer felt like cuddling or the like was necessary....and that he just outrightly doesn't like doing that anymore. IDK whether he said that because I've been awfully needy lately, or because he's nervous about his big job interview/test tomorrow (when he gets nervous, he usually wants to isolate himself and prefers less interaction. He's just been really bipolar almost...and kind of an ass. He goes through periods of nice and thoughtful, followed by periods of sarcastic and assinine <--sp?)). Honestly, he did remember my birthday though and was even really thoughtful with the gifts that he got me...but as I told him, just because he gets me material things, doesn't mean that he can be less affectionate. Those things don't make up for any kind of human interaction and love. Help me out ladies, talk me down from my needy PMSing self or something. Gah, I think I just whiny vented...sorry
Edited for missing pieces.