I've just about had it with my current job. I work as an editor at a nonprofit, and I am the only editor for the entire organization. I've been there for three months, and I'm struggling to adjust. Basically, they expect perfection out of me, and I have no "grace period" to learn the function of the job. Everybody hates me, and I don't fit in and I feel so alienated. I'm crumbling under the pressure, and I feel completely lost and miserable, and I have no idea what to do.
I've been trying to pray and find God's will for my life, but it's so hard because I desperately want out of this environment and I feel so guilty because it pays so well. I have a feeling if I don't quit it's only a matter of time before I get fired, and I would rather quit than be fired.
Can I make the selfish request for you all to pray for me?