And I don't know why.
My papa is paying for everything (he offered and more so really wanted to)
He told us to just spend the money and not worry one big about the number of zeros after each number. He is also paying for the flights of my relatives who can't (really can't) afford the airfare. Now though I've started to feel like we shouldn't be asking him to spend all this money. I know we aren't 'asking'him he offered and all that and he does have the money. And we aren't being stupid with the money at all. But I don't know why then I feel so bad about it all.