I am unsure who to use as my bridesmaids and Maid of Honour.
I don't really have close friends. I was thinking of....
(1) MOH...my older sister by two years, however we've always had a rocky relationship, she lives out of town, and I only see her once every few months.
(2) My fiance's sister (she lives in the U.S, so I haven't seen her in over a year)
(3) My close friend from high school (though we've only seen each other a couple times a year in the 4 years since)
(4) A childhood friend I haven't talked to much in 5 or 6 years, but she is the friend I've had for the longest
I took a year off after high school, went to university in a different city for 2 years then changed programs, and am at a new college now with new people and I just don't really have friends I'm close to.
The other option I was thinking of is:
(1 and 2) My mom and my sister as Matrons of Honour
(3) My fiance's sister
(4) My grandma (she's super bubbly and sweet!)
I'm very close to my family and my mom is my best friend. She, and my grandma, would do anything for me and I love them to death. I think I would want both my sister and mother as MOHs, though, as I feel my sister's feelings would be hurt if I chose my mom over her. A few others things I'm unsure about is how difficult it will be to find a wedding dress in a 3x size for my mom, I really want her to feel comfortable and not self-conscious if I were to ask her to be my MOH, but I'm not sure how that would make her feel? I know having your mother/grandmother as a bridesmaids isn't as traditional, and they are fairly traditional, do you think it's too out there to consider? And would it be awkward if I'm having my mom and grandma included in my bridesmaids if my fiance's groomsen are all guys his age he's been close to since childhood?
Just struggling with this a bit, and as I mentioned, I don't really have close girlfriends so some insight/help would be greatly appreciated!