I'm starting to get really nervous about my big day. I never like to be the center of attention in any way and I completely understand that I am the bride but I'm really nervous. I'm freaked out just by the guest list.. its 206 people!!! I don't even know that many people! And everything cost sooo much it's crazy. I just want a weekend were I don't have to go look at dresses, try cake samples or just talk about the wedding.