Ok, so...Im sorry. (If I knew how to do gifs I would put a sad looking cat or puppy here)
I was soooooo sensitive yesterday, bratty and catty, down right wrong and bitchy.
I went back and read the posts and I'm so disappointed in myself,I reverted right back to the middle school me (sad)
The main thing that brought about my freak out was when some of the ladies started talking about me bouncing from guy to guy after my break up from my fiance. We were together for 5 years and that break up was hard on me. I am not proud of a lot of the choices I made as far as my dating life. I was very hurt and very vulnerable and I did jump into some bad situations and make some poor choices and being called out on those bad choices really hit a sore spot for me and made me super defensive. (Not a valid excuse just an explanation)
I meant what I said that I do like this board, and want to stick around.
I like my new boyfriend and although the relationship is still very new and may have already moved too quickly, he is truly a great guy and I dont want to mess it up and I think the advice from the ladies on this board will be good for me. Hard to swallow at times, but still good for me.
I completely understand that you ladies probably think I'm crazy (you may not be totally wrong on that one) and want to steer clear of me and I get that but I'm going to stick around a little longer and see if I can make amends.
So what do you say? Redo?